Lagu lama.
Berulang dan berulang lagi.
Mestinya gw sadar. Siapapun juga, yg melihat d mana gw berdiri sekarang, bakal geleng2 kepala ga habis pikir dengan bego nya gw.
I never cry infront of my kids, but this morning, it feels so hurt. Allyssa looked at me with her worried face, took a sheet of tissue and try to wipe out my tears. And she hugged me so tight. Audra was lying there, looking at us in confusion.
And I promise to myself. I would never cry infront of my daughters anymore. No matter how hard it is. And today, is the only exception.